.. everytime I try.... I tried to hold back my tears tonight as our cruel words flung across the room and pierced the awkward silence that had ensued only moments before. Do you remember what we were fighting about? Neither do I. It doesn’t matter though. I can’t take the fighting anymore. We can’t go on like this. I want so badly to hold you in my arms and tell you that everything will be alright, but lately it’s been a struggle to even look into your haunting mix-matched eyes without breaking down. I’ve failed you as a father and as a lover. I couldn’t shun you from the harsh realities of the afterlife like I once thought I could. We’ve failed each oth.. everytime I try..
November Rain..I cried tonight as I clung to your emaciated frame. My muffled sobs piercing the blissful silence and those damnable crimson tears staining the sheets. I’m happy you weren’t awake to hear my wretched sobs, what would you have done? Screamed at me to shut up? Or try to wake yourself from your drug induced stupor long enough to comfort me? I don’t think I would have been able to stand the gaze of your haunting eyes prying their way into my defeated soul. The first time we met...Mon Dieu. I remember it like it was yesterday. You were so helpless; so broken. The moment you smiled I knew I could never leave you. INovember Rain
Tanja
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Freedom is not worth having if it does not include the freedom to make mistakes.
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~Li
"Remember friend as you pass by.
As you are now so once was I.
As I am now so shall you be.
So take my hand, and follow me."
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This comission will be so much un then...
Am looking forward to it, dear!
-Lia S.
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SeaFairy
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..His was never a Savage Garden. Eternal Night, no brilliant colors shone here. To Louis, ours was a dark existence, pierced only by the brief starlight of a mortal's life running through his red hands..
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~Li
"Remember friend as you pass by.
As you are now so once was I.
As I am now so shall you be.
So take my hand, and follow me."
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~Li
"Remember friend as you pass by.
As you are now so once was I.
As I am now so shall you be.
So take my hand, and follow me."
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I tell you it’s like Cain and Able and the Holy Sacrifice
and I have to believe that God has closed his eyes
and if there is no Avalon and we only have one life,
it’s hard to conceive why we let our sisters die, die.
Why, why, why?
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